Getting Over Attraction Towards Alt-girls
Another dating advice request, I know maybe there are lots of these here, but I suppose why not.
Maybe you can also have a little laugh.
So, the problem is there's this girl, which I have a massive crush on (I know, middle-schooler language), she goes to the same school with me and well, that's basically it. I only saw her infrequently on the bus/train from/to school and that's basically how the crush developed.
In my mind, she was "the cute one from electronics", that was all I knew about her.
But this summer everything (nothing) changed.
My school is a technical school, so we have to take two months of internships in order to even graduate and well, fate had it, she went to the same place as me. Of course nothing happened (I wouldn't write about it, would I?). She went to lunch far later than I did, always with her colleagues, when she waited for the bus (or basically anytime when I saw her on the train/bus) she always sat there with her over-ear headphones watching on the phone, it was impossible to talk to her. Also she's an alt-girl.
I told my good friend about her, his ass immediately looked her up on instagram (despite my protests), and well what do we find out, she went to the local pride-parade (she wore a pride-bracelet at work too), has a tattoo and well besides all that she lives the life of a typical European teenage girl. My problem is, I always fall for this type of girls, is there a way I can reprogram my mind to find other women attractive?
I have zero chances with these women, I mean my knowledge about this website alone is proof of that (I am the only one in my class who knew about 4chan). I am critical of the left's influence on culture, I support Russia in the war (can you blame me? I'm one myself), I would never get along with them.
Furthermore, I may not be a completely lost cause in looks, but most of it gets saved by my glasses, which make my eyes look far bigger than they really are, without them, I am simply average slav #435793245