Criminal Case- How Do I Go About Getting These Charges Dropped Or Reduced? I Need Advice

To make a long back story short I've never been in trouble with the law. I've only ever smoked THC in high school but have always struggled with alcohol use disorder. I fell in love with an addict in recovery but he relapsed. I'm pregnant now. Apparently he was hiding a lot more demons than I thought and now I'm being charged with possession of methamphetamine, possession of narcotic drugs, possession of THC and possession of drug paraphernalia.

Before the raid I had come to be stay with him for a few days in his place. He told me he was going to get help for his addictions because I told him I cannot be with him and have our child if he's using and doesn't get help. He's so good when he's sober and he had been sober for over 5 years. Unfortunately I was there for the raid. I was in shock and quiet... I couldn't believe he was stupid enough to do this. I was arrested and put in jail. I bonded out last week and I'm terrified to go back due to lack of medical care and being pregnant. I'm angry and stressed. I don't do drugs. I didn't know he sold them but I did let them know I was aware he used heroin. Well, his shit came back as fentanyl and he had a lot more than just personal use.

I'm not sure what I can do. I'm applying for jobs. the public defenders office has a huge shortage. People are sitting a year or more without getting anyone. My next court date is April and I'm not sure what to do. I had NOTHING on my person. I don't live there. This ruined my chance of getting into housing. This ruined my ability to start nursing school in fall. Their argument is I was aware all because I knew he used heroin and that his place was too small so I had access to everything. I'm so lost right now and I can't believe I'm in this situation all because I love a drug addict... I might even go back because I was stupid and answered a phone call from him. This is all so new and scary. I need some advice.