Molested As A Child, Just Looking For Some Justuice

I'm going to ty typing this as calm as I can.

I was molested from the ages of 5-12. I am 34 now. This was by two family members. One didn't touch me, just shoved his tongue in my mouth for a couple years. The other one molested me and came close to penetration. I now have some pretty bad mental health issues/diagnosis due to all of this. I reported them when I was 20, they denied everything, nothing happened. I found out they also molested my cousin who passed away. One of them apologized to her (she was still alive) when he had a daughter.

Last year I was having a manic episode and messaged them in Facebook begging for some form of apology. I just wanted closure. I wanted the apology my cousin received. I was told none of that happened to me, this is a form of harassment, and I should blame my parents. I know I was in the wrong for contacting them and it could be used against me.

I just want them gone so I can live. It's just constant memories.

I obviously have zero proof of any of this. My only proof is my trauma, mental diagnoses, and my psychologist which doesn't even count as proof. Can I report them again? Can anything be done? I'm so tired. I know my willingness and asking for that kind of attention as a child can be used against me and I will likely be dismissed since I was asking for it. But I'd like to try again. I feel like I need this. I'm so desperate for some form of justice. Its not fair that they get to live a good life and I'm here with the symptoms of what they caused.